First one in a long while.

It's the return of the Kerdex! Rarr!

Okay I've decided to make a comeback, mostly for me. Had to be able to express some things.

Physically: I'm not very fit, not eating very well, I don't exercise, I haven't shaved in a month or so and I need a haircut like the US needs Jesus.

Mentally: The worst part about this one is that I'm a huge procrastinator, and I know why. It's not because of me, and while it may sound like I'm placing the blame on someone else I'm not. I'll explain why.

Socially: I've only been talking to people that I really love from inside my house. Outside, just people that'll entertain me for a short while, until I get bored. Then I'm back inside to talk to my real friends. Not really looking for a girlfriend long distance or otherwise until I'm out on my own, which is gonna take a hell of a long time.

Family: My siblings are loucusts and the consume everything they see before I can even get to it. My mother is horrible with money, and my step father is quite the asshole. More distant relatives simply don't like my sorry excuse of a family, but you know... I don't blame them, and I see why.

Friends: I don't have many, and it seems like I'm losing alot of my real ones. One true friend that I don't think I'll ever lose is William Villanueva. Love you man. Especially since I know you're one of the only guys who's gonna waste their time reading this. :P

Okay so my current situation is pretty much this: my family is broke because of my mom, and my stepfather is mad about it. He went on vacation leaving the house to my mother, and since he left there has been almost no food here. Also she hasn't been here alot of the time, so me, my brother and my sister are at home searching the kitchen for whatever we can find. It's a terrible situation and when it wenbt on for about a week, I decided I wasn't gonna take it anymore. I felt sick, starved, and dehydrated, so I called my mom, and told her we needed her home the next day. I sat down with her and told her what was going on. Came as a huge surprise apparently, since she hadn't been there. So She gave us $20 to order chinese food that night. DAMN I was full. The next day (yesterday) she gave us another $30 to get lunch & dinner. While I was satisfied, I asked if she could cook today(The 29th) after school. I didn't go because I wasn't feeling well again this morning other than the fact that I woke up extremely late.

Now I had planned with my friend Will to start a point system. Inspired by a comedian "Demetri Martin," this point system was supposed to give me a competitive reason to start working on some of my reoccuring habits. It would have 5 or so catagories, with 5 or so little goals in each. One big goal per week. I'm pretty much making most of it up as I go, to make it tougher, but at the same time, doable. I'm gonna work on it as soon as I'm done with this blog.

Well that's pretty much it for this blog, I'll be putting up another tomorrow. Or... today. Stay tuned... Noone..

-Kerdex